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am i really one step closer? heh...juz thought dat da title its a lil bit catchy... 2day is da interview day...5th of April 2006.... da worst tin is i felt sooo many butterflies in my stomach..pergh...can't even had a nice breakfast.....arrived at tabung haji department quite early.... check my name at da list n its not there.... god, i'm sooo scared..then i was told dat they had 2 panels n ask me 2 wait 4 another list..daaa..u should say dat earlier.... then, i went in2 da dewan 4 da briefing.. i sat next 2 putri... good 2 c her... we were then asked to sit 4 a test... its an aptitude test i guess... we were given 45 minutes 2 answer all 200 questions...its only either yes or no... but i don't think i did a great job there... then i got seperated wif putri since she got da first panel 4 da interview session... later, i met my english class fren, anum n also 3 of my group members at da hospital,zizi from mc, nahdiya from tarsician n d other one, opps i 4got da name... we had a nice chat n they seems 2 b comforting me since i'm sooo nervous... such a nice bunch of new frens... da group was given n i was in da sec group..my frens seems to be in da same group with each other since their name starts wif N...nur, nor, nurul n so on... guess i'm da unluckiest one since i am d only malay gal in my group... d others r chinese whose name starts wif L plus 2 malay boys... 10 per groups in one sessions... we were asked to tell about ourselves first...then, we were given a topic to debate..."woman students excel better nowadays".... i was thinking of agreeing wif da motion but then i was sent in2 da opposition team...damn...wut 2 say.... its kind of nat fair since abyan n miera's session is not debate but forum....they got 2 state their own opinion at 1 time....not arguing wif each other all da time like mine.... we were asked 2 debate in two bahase...english n malay... after dat, they interviewer bombarded us with lots of questions n started provoking us....dis time, its kinda of individual session since they pick 1 by 1... they asked, we answered, n they answered back, n we answered back..it keeps going on n on till one of us stop.... duh... 1 conversation dat i cannot 4get is when dis one gal answered dat she wants to do medicine bcause its a noble n sacred job...the interviewer then juz told dat she should b a priest... n she looks soooo damn red..... they r juz trying 2 b mean n sarcastic... i wont tell anybody wut did they ask me coz i can't even remember both da questions n d answer..... but they a surely being SARCASTIC.... then only i realise dat i'm not actually one step closer...mada mada dane