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when i chatted wif ju on da phone only i realised dat 2day is da day 2 check da BPG interview status... i'm shocked 2 hear from her dat none of them which is herself, aini, mas n huda didn't get da interview... i run 2wards my computer n check my name... n guess wut.. i also didn't make it... feels kinda sad coz my moms kinda want me 2 b a teacher...n i don't really mind... english is my fav so taking Tesl is cool 2 me... but some of my fren doesn't think da same way... to them, its juz like a last resort... pluz, y can't they juz put "maaf, permohonan anda tidak berjaya" rather than "maaf, anda tidak layak utk blablabla" .... uwaaaaa.. i'm, really really really sad... my dad also looked dissapointed but i don't blame him... we kinda overconfident of me getting da interview... this has bcame a lesson 2 me... ppl always said - don't put 2 much hope in anytin ur hoping 4 coz when its 2 high..once ur fall its gonna hurt...but i always goes wif my own princip - always aim 4 da moon, even if u miss, u might fall on one of da stars
FiRsT DaY
arrived at UTP around 8.00 am n registered... i've to wait 4 my room8 since she had da key..pergh.. y can't juz give us 1 key 4 each other... my roomie,izyan was a student of Sek Sains Kota Tinggi... she also applied 4 engin overc.... n da best ting 2 know was dat we're in da same group... group 5... da first occasion was d opening ceremony... can't believe we all have to sing da petronas n utp's song... pluz, they kept saying dat we r da chosen one... 2000 from 20000... yet i'm not thrill in knowing dat...coz they also kept saying dat there r only 120 vacancy 4 overc....120... from 2000... hahaha... can u imagine dat??? dat evening, we were divided into smaller groups from da main groups.. unfortunately, me n my roomie got seperated... we played some games... first, d ice-breaking wif a ball smthg smthg.... we made it in 3 sec... from 15 sec at first.... then, we played a creativity n imaginative game.... my group won n we had candies 4 da prize...huuu... lastly, we played "The Desert Survival" game... either to live o to die... i died terribly as a group... n died wif only 3 difference as individual... pergh... i really have no sense of survival n thinking skills
SeCoNd DaY
da first even 4 2day was da document management... it only took 'bout an hour... around 10.30 we had 2 sit 4 a test... English Proficiency Test... da time given was short but i manage 2 do it in time... among da 4 section (grammar, vocab, listening n reading) i had trouble wif da listening part... i can't hear a word from d audio.. it was too fast n sounded blurry... ishk.... in d evening, we had 2 listen 2 a career talk... da first one was about petroleum engin n da sec one was civil engin... da civil engin session was fun... yet i still felt very sleepy... n after such a tiring day, we had to sit 4 iq tests dat nite... n i know dat i failed both of d iq tests... i didn't even make it in time... 20 minutes?? shut up.. i can't think when i'm so nervous bout da time left... in d end, i can't concentrate on da test coz i kept looking at my watch n my hands were shaking... T_T
LaSt Day
i woke up at 8 knowing dat my session of interview is still very far... juz so lazy 2 get ready.. pluz, having butterflies in my stomach doesn't make me wanna have breakfast... da first group had already gone 2 da interview block....n da sec group was waiting 4 their bus... i was in da third group... my interview session starts at 10.30 n da bus will come n pick us up at 9.30... dats what i've been told... suddenly, heard some1 calling from d outside dat da bus gonna come at 9... i rushed n ready in a blink of an eye... thank god i made it in time... sadly, i didn't got da chance 2 meet ashwal... my interview sucks...huuu... my study case is "shaping da future"... n i'm representing da ministry of education wif a proposal of "parenting n child care project"... i don't even know wut i babble about... d individual interview was ok.. i guess... but da group interview... argh.. don't even wanna think about it
The End ~
today i received a letter from Japanese Government (MONBUKAGUSHO:MEXT) Scholarship... not callin' 4 an interview but it was a notification of written examination.. exam?? pergh..i pass.. there's no way i'll be sitting 4 another biology n chemistry paper... guess i'm juz lazy huh.. or maybe... deep down inside i know dat i'm gonna fail it since my spm was like a pure luck (dats wut my sis told me actually)... heh
suddenly i woke up early dis morning.. dunno y... but, first tin i do was sitting rite here in front of my computer... its my dearie after all... check my mail n got a tickle quiz from my cousin... since i had notin betta 2 do... juz tryin' 2 check it out.. but W0W... its kinda true.. is it?
YELLOW
You're yellow, the colour of joy and energy - two things you definitely bring to everyone around you. It's hard for anyone to be sad or lonely in your presence; your sunny disposition and cheery outlook just won't allow it. The warmth of your personality shines through in the kindness you show friends and family (and strangers, too). Always ready with a lighthearted joke or heartfelt compliment, you know how to make people feel good about themselves, so they can't get enough of you. Yello is a warm and inviting colour for a warm and inviting person - you!
eagerly checking my matriculation status at 9.30 am... read in a newspaper dat it starts after 12 pm 2day... but i guess no harm if i juz check a lil bit early... n it happens 2 b there when i log in to emoe web... semakan blablabla...click it n check wif my ic number...Alhamdulillah, got my first choice..Kolej Matrikulasi Pulau Pinang... near my "kampung" n also my bro's house...great..then, check all da 8 Semangkuk members...only aby got da same wif me... huda n aini got Perak... mas, lya, ju n miera got Kedah... guess its really da time to seperate 2 go on our own path
dis is really something dat i can brag..haha... i've actually been given da chance 2 drive my mom's car... thought dat i will neva eva get da chance though... u know, i might scratch da car o worst-case-senario, got in2 an accident.. thank god i'm still alive after given da chance to drive to penang n from penang... i'm sooo happy... that was da first time i drove eva since i got my P... my dad won't allow me 2 drive in residential area o da town... i can only drive at da highway.. feel sorry 4 myself... but, luckily i have a cool bro n sis.... i drive my sis car wif them..but only in TIJ..haha... juz pray dat my dad won't find out
after how many "years" planing 2 go to lost world, at last... i manage 2 do so..sadly, not wif my frens..but wif my sis n her frens... her frens came 2 our house late last nite... thanx 2 them, i was forced 2 clean n tidy da house by miss-cruela-devila... my sis drove us to Lost World wif her brand "new" car around 10.30 dis morning.... i'm lucky 2 b alive.... we spent almost 5 hours there... da first plcace i saw was da waves... but we decided to have fun sliding first... da slide were awesome... but i guess i dont really have da stamina to climb da stairs all da way to da top... after that, we went to da hot-spring n also da waves... another 3 of my sis's frens arrived n we went sliding again... believe it or not, i had 2 follow my sista's frens craziness 2 walk in da water for 1 km... it was kinda deep n da waves was big making me fell every minutes... da so called tour-water-cave r made 4 ppl 2 take a tour around da place wif "pelampung" yet we actually done it on foot.... it was really a walk to remember... wut else? herm... also had a great time riding spinner n pirates... we also take our time 2 play at da kids pool :P
today is 6th of April 2006....we agreed to go to Jusco at 11 o'clock...i dun even know who will b goin.... miera asked us 2 go out 4 her birthday which is actually on dis saturday... we've already made an agreement dat aini n miera will b going wif me.... okay, fine..i'll pick them up at 11....but dats not really wut happen...heh...coz, when i woke up dis morning, da clock shows dat its already 10.30 am.. oh my God, i'm so dead... i called aini n told her dat i'm gonna b a "lil" bit late... arrived at her house at 11.30 n found out dat ju n aby r going wif me 2.... went 2 pick up miera on day way n arrived at jusco at nearly 12 o'clock.... met huda in jusco n was told dat she had been waitin 4 us 4 'bout an hour...opps..sorry... we had a small fight over wut 2 watch at tgv.... now i realize dat majority didn't always win...u know...aini is always da leader... so, finally, after 15 minutes i guess...we came out wif a decision 2 watch ice age2...lucky tin is not gubra.... da movie starts at 1.25 so we decided to bowl... its a treat from abyan i can say... da first try is sooo great since i got da strike.... played consistenly 4 only bout 5 times.... then i got all 0....duh...wut a bad luck... ju n aby get passed through me easily...miera is always ahead..well, she's da wakil maktab after all.... nuzul, izzat n muhaimin arrived n we went to McD instead of our not-to-b-missed spot, pizza hut, since we had only 15 minutes left... then, we wathced ice age2.. i still didn't change my mind dat da story is booring... true, it got some jokes...but u know, stupid childish jokes... dis is actually da first disney cartoon movie i watched.... not madagascar, lilo n stich, ice age, finding nemo n so on...pergh..not my type... lucky tin it ended in an hour n da half only..... around 4 o'clock, we went 2 dave's deli n hang out... bid goodbye 2 aini n ju who wants 2 go back early... then, we, which r me,aby,miera,huda,izzat,nuzul n muhaimin decided to play bowling...again.... we had a nice 2 games... 1 treat from izzat n 1 treat from huda....izzat won da games...its a great day out..save a lot of my money..haha...no pizza n 3 games of bowling 4 free.....cool
am i really one step closer? heh...juz thought dat da title its a lil bit catchy... 2day is da interview day...5th of April 2006.... da worst tin is i felt sooo many butterflies in my stomach..pergh...can't even had a nice breakfast.....arrived at tabung haji department quite early.... check my name at da list n its not there.... god, i'm sooo scared..then i was told dat they had 2 panels n ask me 2 wait 4 another list..daaa..u should say dat earlier.... then, i went in2 da dewan 4 da briefing.. i sat next 2 putri... good 2 c her... we were then asked to sit 4 a test... its an aptitude test i guess... we were given 45 minutes 2 answer all 200 questions...its only either yes or no... but i don't think i did a great job there... then i got seperated wif putri since she got da first panel 4 da interview session... later, i met my english class fren, anum n also 3 of my group members at da hospital,zizi from mc, nahdiya from tarsician n d other one, opps i 4got da name... we had a nice chat n they seems 2 b comforting me since i'm sooo nervous... such a nice bunch of new frens... da group was given n i was in da sec group..my frens seems to be in da same group with each other since their name starts wif N...nur, nor, nurul n so on... guess i'm da unluckiest one since i am d only malay gal in my group... d others r chinese whose name starts wif L plus 2 malay boys... 10 per groups in one sessions... we were asked to tell about ourselves first...then, we were given a topic to debate..."woman students excel better nowadays".... i was thinking of agreeing wif da motion but then i was sent in2 da opposition team...damn...wut 2 say.... its kind of nat fair since abyan n miera's session is not debate but forum....they got 2 state their own opinion at 1 time....not arguing wif each other all da time like mine.... we were asked 2 debate in two bahase...english n malay... after dat, they interviewer bombarded us with lots of questions n started provoking us....dis time, its kinda of individual session since they pick 1 by 1... they asked, we answered, n they answered back, n we answered back..it keeps going on n on till one of us stop.... duh... 1 conversation dat i cannot 4get is when dis one gal answered dat she wants to do medicine bcause its a noble n sacred job...the interviewer then juz told dat she should b a priest... n she looks soooo damn red..... they r juz trying 2 b mean n sarcastic... i wont tell anybody wut did they ask me coz i can't even remember both da questions n d answer..... but they a surely being SARCASTIC.... then only i realise dat i'm not actually one step closer...mada mada dane
