1/12/2006

damn sleepy + tired but had to wake up early for d ldv trip to the petrosc klcc.. 7.15 am, gathered in front of the library… task was given… as usual, b4 departing, took some pictures… posed here n there… arrived in klcc n had “bread talk” 4 breakfast with mimie n aiman.. rode da so-called perjalanan sekilas masa with eman, syira, pa’an, izzat n mr. tan… hang out n did most of the challenges in da petrosc with aisa n along… then, took pictures with sam n ajip.. had lunch at scud at nearly 4.00pm… then, bz packing in my room.. my family arrived at 5.30pm.. pick up my bro at ttdi… finally reached home at 11.00pm.. fewhh… home sweet home~

30/11/2006

ldv classes for 3 hours today… aaaa… extremely sleepy but had to open my eyes widely so that mr tan wont notice.. then, all f1.1 members gathered at dk c n watched 1.1 pictures slide show made by faris n naveen.. . so booring since there was no class so we hang out at the canteen… went back to the house at about 1.00pm n had a nap.. went to mid valley to watch “CINTA”.. the movie started at 4.00pm.. 18 ipbarian made such noise in there.. some were sobbing yet there were still some who made jokes n the middle.. went back at 8.00pm n had our dinner at scud… at 9.00pm, went to the gym n play basketball with mimie, kam, fatin, ili, denish, faris, faris, afiq, izhar etc etc till 12.00am.. later, packed my stuff in the room till 2.30am~

29/11/2006

started the class at 10.50am.. we had lds in dk c.. joined together with f1.2… learned phrases n clauses.. at the end of the class, we received our open-book test marks.. i got 18.5 upon 20… then, at 12.45pm, we had a briefing about the ldv trip… was told that we need to wear formal attire … later, spent my whole evening editing n updating yesterday’s pictures… at nite, went to the gym with mimie, kam, sam, fatin n ajip… i played squash with sam while mimie, kam n fatin were playing basketball with farid, izhar n afiq… went back at 10.30 pm and had dinner at fatin’s room… updating my blog n made the lds trip report till 1.30 am~

28/11/2006

d long awaited day has finally come.. it is the day 4 f1.1 lds trip to genting highlands… a task was given… “Visit Malaysia”... we recorded our trip n eventually became hosts for a day… the fun n excitement in genting wasn’t sometin dat can easily b described in words.. but, i’m trying my best in recalling the sweet memories.. we gathered in front of block 3 n 4 at 7.15am but only departed at nearly 8.00.. we were singing along the way since everyone were very excited n thrill… the journey seemed to be very long...then, we stopped at gohtong jaya for breakfast for 30 minutes… arrived at genting skyway at about 10.00am.. shared a cable car with mimie, alia, mahfuz, farouk, faris, erma n izzat… i felt sorry for flo since she was left out coz the cable car can only occupy 8 of us… so she took the next one with a bunch of strangers coz d others had already gone before us.. then, we went straight to d outdoor theme park… lots of picture were taken… we were suppose to move in groups.. but, it was really hard 2 stick with each other since all of us had different needs n variety of interests… only the first ride, spinner we managed to ride together.. then, everyone went on their on way… the spinner was fun, as usual, very breezing n not so scary… but mahfuz was screaming n screaming.. hehe.. he told me that was the scariest among all the rides.. weird isn’t it?? he can survived corkscrew n space shot but not the spinner… after riding the spinner, mahfuz n I followed naveen’s group(intan, fatin, ameerul, izhar n da rest) to the space shot… i remembered screaming ipba!!! at the peak.. hehe.. alia, farouk n mimie were somewhere else with izzaidah, jen etc… after riding the space shot, I called farouk n he told me they were queuing for the antique car.. gosh, it was a long queue so I decided to go somewhere else.. faris asked me to join him riding the flying coaster.. mahfuz resisted n went to the wet ride with erma.. the flying coaster really made me screams my lungs out.. dat was really the coolest n terrifying ride in genting.. seriously, i’m not joking … hehe… then, i met farouk, izzaidah, jen, alia etc after they came out from pirate train.. farouk told me they did not ride the antique car n that the pirate train was nothing.. so, i won’t be wasting my time queuing up.. mahfuz arrived with erma n told us dat they spent all the time queuing up here n there but didn’t ride anything.. we headed towards the go-kart n asked mimie n alia to join us but they were bz with their boat riding… the queue was extremely long.. so farouk, jen, alia, izzaidah etc decided to go somewhere else.. that left only me, mahfuz, erma, faris n izzat.. we met atikah’s n also vimal’s group… they told us it has been quite some times they were queuing up.. lucky tin for me, the corkscrew roller-coaster which was closed for maintenance suddenly opened… ppl were running towards the gate n ambushed.. guess what.. mahfuz n I joined the crowd n managed to get the first ride.. it was g8 but we felt unsatisfied since it only last in a blink of an eye… then, mahfuz n i stopped at the london café n had fries while waiting for d others… farouk, flo, mimie, alia later came n joined us in the double-decker bus.. later, me n faris once again rode the flying coaster.. alia really wanted to ride the dragon which will open at 2.00 pm.. so, we decided to perform our prayer first then head to the dragon… but suddenly, later, she disappeared… we were waiting for her in front of the arena of stars.. tired of waiting, i asked faris to accompany me to the cyclone… saw naveen’s group with atikah’s n vimal’s group queuing up.. so, without much consideration, i joined them.. got calls from izat, farouk etc but can’t answered it coz i was already in the “mini-roller-coaster”… they were so mad at me since i was already late.. they have been waiting for me for quite some times to ride the cable car down to skyway… which they can’t because we shared the tickets… they were the punctual type who listen to miss patt advice to get down early.. whereas i was hanging out with the mischievous groups who were still taking their own sweet time.. when i was busy running like crazy with faris, I saw miera, atikah etc got into the line to ride the merry-go-round.. i was thinking, even if we got down early, we still have to wait for them.. but the thoughts that my group might gonna kill me made me run faster n faster.. but guess what, we actually got lost n they we calling n calling.. i was running out of my breath but still made it to the cable car.. 8 of us got into the cable car n this time erma was left out n took the next one… felt sorry for her but i won’t volunteer myself since i was damn scared being alone.. in the cable car, they told me they didn’t even ride the dragon.. pity alia.. we arrived safely n met izzaidah’s group.. ouch, we’re not the first group.. all that running was for notin.. ishk ishk.. (mcm explorace plaks).. juz kiddin… miss patt had already been waiting for us.. lucky tin she wasn’t mad.. but, we made her worried.. i’m sooooo sorry, mam… later, we departed at 4.++… the driver took us through batang kali.. stopped at a seafood restaurant in rawang n had our lunch+dinner… arrived in ipba at 6.30 pm… got lock out of the room.. eman n mariam ware not around… tired of waiting.. hang out in alia’s room.. finally, eman came back… i was damn tired n the bed was the first that I reached.. then only I realised that my heart n mind was not in the right place.. everytin was not in order.. still, I fall asleep with a smile~

27/11/2006

Classes from 8.00 till 12.30… went back to my house n hang out in fatin’s room… watched “simple life” together… had bread for lunch… at 3.00pm, went to amcorp mall with fatin n sam… got lost at first but then manage to find the right road… came back to ipba at nearly 6.00pm.. went to the gym n played squash… 7.00pm, had dinner at scud with mimie, sam n kam… stayed in the common room with dayana, nani, kam, fatin n eman… watched america’s next top model while on9… end~

26/11/2006

gr8... its Sunday!!! woke up at 9.30 am by fatin n were “forced” to do the “poco-poco” tin’… managed to do it halfway n then continued on with my sleep… awake at 2.00pm n hang out in fatin’s room.. had lunch at scud at 3.00 with sam.. then, hang out n on9 in the common room with fatin n dayana till 8.00pm, exactly when mimie n kam came back from kuantan… the 3 of us had a conference with ajip while watching csi , industan etc… 8.30pm, had dinner at scud with mimie, eman, kam, sam, fatin, aiman n ajip… stayed in alia’s room n watched “my little bride”… then, watched “the hills have eyes” <4> … at the living room/hall with kam, fatin, syafa, mimie n eman… mimie wasn’t really watching since she didn’t even dare to look at the monitor.. eman kept on screaming n kam slapped me whenever she was shocked… slept at 2.20 am~

25/11/2006

finally, it's saturday... fatin woke me up at 9 am n asked me 2 join her, sam n syira 2 da gym.. but i was damn sleepy n continued on with my dreamz.. woke up at 11.55 am :P when they got back from da gym.. such a noise n what a fuss.. i felt a lil left out n regretted 4 not joining them.. dayana was watching "america's sweetheart" so we joined her while having our brunch.. sadly, we only had maggie since scud n cafe were closed... then, i packed my belongings 4 da holiday n it took quite some times.. at 3.15 pm, me, dayana, fatin, sam n ajip went to mv.. i met abyan n hang out with her while they were bz helping ajip shopped... we had our meal at kfc n chatted a lot.. then, aby treated me strawberry choc.. she went back at 6.30pm so i joined d others hanging out… went back 2 ipba at 9 pm n had our dinner at scud.. met along, aiman x kesah n naim n managed 2 persuade them to join our so-called movie trip dis thursday… lepak in fatin’s room n on9.. had a conference with fatin, sam, izhar n farouk.. called mimie n talked to her n kam for a couple of minutes… 11 pm, it’s movie time.. we watched a thriller -“wrong turn”… ended at 12.25 am n continued with “the bachelor”.. dats d end of da day.. gudnite!

24/11/2006

our self directed learning(sdl) was taken by language development(ldv) today ... still learning on "early communication".. babies n so on.. then, had our english studies (es) in dk c.. da mark 4 our first assignment was given... i got a B.. relief 4 not failing but at da same time dissapointed 4 not getting an A... 2 of klasm8s got an A.. naveen n daryl.. one whole hour of es was about d assignment.. notin' was taught.. our sec sdl was also taken.. by social studies (ss).. 3 periods of ss today.. did my presentation on eunthanasia.. da class ended at 12... went to mak jah's stall with mimi to buy lunch n saw farouk's mom n sis... gosh.. he surely does go back every weekends.. went back to my house n hang out in fatin's room.. on9 till 3pm.. i was damn bored n lonely... fatin n dayana was sleepin..mimi n kam went back to kuantan... eman n batip went 2 shah alam... syafa went back home... atiqah, izzah n d others went 2 da camp.. so, i took syafa's novel n finished it exactly at da same time fatin n dayana woke up... we watched a thriller movie called "the hill has eye unrated"... nani, sam n shikin later joined us after hearing all da screams.. then, we continued on wacthing da next movie.. "a millionaire's first love"... had dinner wif sam n amirah at scud around 8.30 til 9.30... then, on9 in fatin's room n chatted with farouk, ajip n aman alex.. one of my 7 "sis", aini called.. we talked 4 about half an hour.. lastly, watched "she's the man" till 1.00 am~

23/11/2006

thursday, as usual, is da worst day of da week... had 2 wake up early coz we have language development (ldv) 4 da first period... have 2 be in class b4 8am coz mr tan will surely lock da door at 8 sharp... lucky tin i was neva l8..learned "early communication" for 2 hours.. then, went 2 da language lab n did our dyned test.. again.. my replacement test’s mark was lower than the first attempt.. 2.7 instead of 3.0.. ishk.. i was hoping 2 at least get 3.1...coz 3.1 n above is advanced whereas 2.+ to 3.0 is intermediate.. then, we had social studies in level 2 at da tower block.. 2 hours of ss really drives me crazy.. learned about "ethics"... lots of things came out during our discussion... especially from naveen n vimal.. they debated a lot n sometimes really go far out of the topic.. then, we were given a task as a group entitled "Mercy Killing. Agree / Disagree?"... my teamm8s r farouk n syam.. we went 2 da library n started doin some research.. but it only last for a couple of minutes coz then we started talking n chatting bout something else.. then, had my lunch at da canteen with mimie, alia, farouk n naveen at 1.30pm.. rushed back 2 my house at 2 n hang out in fatin's room.. fall asleep n woke up at 5.05 pm... then i read syafa's novel entitled "The Luckiest Girl In The World"... it is kinda exciting.. had dinner at scud with mimie, kam, eman, ili, syira, pa'an, along, aisa n mejah... around 11 ++, started reading d articles about euthanasia aka mercy killing which was passed by farouk.. farouk, thanx a lot =) .. since i'm suppose 2 do da presentation 2morrow.. he gave me all da guidelines of which article to read.. on what page n so forth.. really makes my life a lot easier.. hehe.. till here.. gudnite!

22/11/2006

started da day by learning literature... poetry.. boooring!! mainly coz its hard 2 understand... a poem by wilfred owen during da world war 1.. "Dulce et Decorum Est".. then, we were supposed to have language description(lds) but da lecturer was not around... 2 periods of d lds, we spent talking n gossiping in da class.. b4 dat, i had 2 finish updating da attendance book of my class.. then, me, mimie, amirul, jen, naveen, alia n farouk played "truth or dare"... lots of secrets were being revealed n confession being made... some were expected but still some of them were really truly unbelievable.. but, everytin remains there.. hopefully.. later, our self directed learning were taken by es(english studies) which is actually literature.. again?? dis morning i was already half dead.. we still had 2 learn poem.. revising on da "ode to a nightingale" again!!! n da most "exciting" tin was we had extra classes for es dis evening.. from 2 till 4 pm.. learned da poem entitled "bright star".. had 2 come out wif our own interpretation n verbally discussed it.. it was kinda blue since more n more s*x words were coming out.. i wasn't really listening 2 it.. i was bz smsing wif some1.. hehe.. u know who u r.. dis eve, i followed fatin, ili n syira 2 da gym.. met imran, along, pa'an n naim... we played basketball, squash n badminton.. dun have any specialities.. then, hang out n had our dinner at scud at 7.00 pm... later, stayed in da common room till rite now.. chatting wif farouk.. writing dis blog.. checking out my fs n mys.. got notin else 2 do.. eagerly waiting for fatin, aiman n d others to come back from their conference in pj.

21/11/2006

classses.. again!.. but da best tin is.. 2day, most of da period got no lecturer... plus da self directed learning hour.. we spent da time chit chatting, gossiping etc etc.. oso spent our time in da library.. accompanied mimie wif her dyned test... we plan 2 go out dis eve.. watching movie.. anytin will do.. but sadly, we fall asleep... woke up at 4pm.. hang out in fatin's room n chit chatted till 6.30... had our dinner at cafe block 4... then, chit chatted in fatin's rum again till 9.30.. went down 2 da common room at 9.40 n started on9... me, mimie, fatin, kam, eman, syira hanged out while on9, chatting, eating, watching tv n taking a nap in da komen rum... had a voice conference wif farouk, mimie, kam n fatin at first.. later, farouk left n aiman x kesah, awie, izzat n faris joined us.. finished da conference at 12.40am... went back 2 my rum n its time to go to bed....Zzzz!!!

20/11/2006

classes as usual... 2day from 8.00am till 12.30pm... first period, agame at dk c which is situated at da far far away land.. then, had a long walk 2 tower block n had to climb da stairs to level 2... rather tiring.. y can’t they juz let us use da lift?? had our social studies there.. group presentation on propaganda...later, had our language development wif mr tan.. learned about insulting remarks and speech writing.. totally embarrassed by naveen during es lecture with mr aslam at da main hall... learned "ode to the nightingale" 2day... dun understand a tin!!! then, got mentor mentee session till 1.30.. can't wait 2 get da hell out of da music room... can't stand 2 hear da lecturer babbles.. 3.00pm, went out wif sam, alia n awie 2 mv. suppose 2 take a cab but it was a really heavy downpour dat sam decided 2 drive.. had lunch at kfc.. then, watched 'the covenant'... WOW!! d actors r damn hot!! gorgeous :D.. hehe... love ya caleb!!!!! btw, da movie was superb.. then, we hang out n ate at mcd.. terjumpe ngan aliaa n fatin... shopping shopping!! dats wut they do... later, we still had our main dinner at my beloved scud.. then, lepak jap with mimie n kam at cafe blok 4 .. talked 2 farouk bout da latest gossips.. hehe :P.. ops.. lupe laks.. bumped in2 ashwal n his brothers at da midvel..miss him a lot... its 10.30 pm now, i guess its time 2 finised my ldv omwek on rhetorical questions.. or else.. i'm really gonna be killed by mr tan 2morrow.. ^_^ ja'.. sleeps early 2nite i guess.. b4 dat, enjoy part of d "ode to a nightingale" which really means a lot :

My heart aches, and a drowsy numbness pains
My sense, as though of hemlock I had drunk,
Or emptied some dull opiate to the drains
One minute past, and Lethe-wards had sunk:
'Tis not through envy of thy happy lot,
But being too happy in thine happiness, --
That thou, light-wingèd Dryad of the trees,
In some melodious plot
Of beechen green, and shadows numberless,
Singest of summer in full-throated ease.

11.05 pm.. juz got back from mimie's room.. managed 2 copied her answers 4 d ldv omwork which she copied from farouk.. hehe.. now, its time 2 sleep.. juz finished chatting wif suria.. long time no c.. miss ya gal.. well, got 2 pen-off.. opps.. keyboard-off.. :P ja'ne

19/11/2006

"fatin, skang kul bape??!!" aiman's voice echoed troughout the house.. "12.10!!!"... huh.. 12.10?? its time to get off the bed then... aiman asked me 2 join her 2 da gym.. but... guess i was still half asleep when i rejected da invitation... she went wif ili n syafa... no one left in da house except 4 me n liana... mariam..as usual, was not in da room.. fatin? went out to an open house.. again.. izzah, hanis, alia, atiqah, dayana r still not coming back... sam went kayaking wif her klasmets in um.. wow.. its sunday.. yet i'm alone.. started my day by playing pokemon.. then, continue on wacthing "two weeks notice" which i unsuccessfuly finish it last nite.. later, had my lunch at 3.30 wif sam at scud.. 2gether wif aiman, ili, along, pa'an n ajip... acompanied sam 2 um.. took us only 10 minutes ride.. back into my rum.. started on9.. chatted wif mimie n awie... fall asleep halfway.. woke up at 6.00pm... lingered stupidly in da house.. asked someone 2 go out 2morrow but got rejected.. so sad... had dinner at scud wif sam, mimie, aiman n syira around 8.30 pm.. then, back in da rum again.. on9.. chatted wif awie.. at nite, hang out in my housem8's rum.. chit chatted till 1.30 am... got back in my rum n started doin on9 research on propaganda.. its 2.11 am rite now.. guess its time 2 sleep.. ja'.. tomorrow?? suppose 2 have a plan.. but was canceled.. T_T

18/11/2006

pergh...woke up at 11.30 am today abruptly by aiman... asking mimie n i 2 follow her to time square... got 3 miskol from flo n she also did invite me 2 go there... noticing dat nobody else left in both of da house in wing A n B except for me, mimie n liayana, i decided 2 go.. around 12.00 pm we took a bus to kl sentral.. then we took monorail to time square... bumped in2 'manager'...first tin' 2 do.. went to johny n took da deposit money back... imran, aiman n ili went to low yat and sg wang.. mimie n i hang out n window shop.. managed 2 by a handbag finally :D... bumped into flo, ain, awie, daud n shahidan who eagerly wanna have da ride in cosmo world... then, mimie n i had our lunch in mcd 4 more than an hour i guess.. waiting for kam n aisa... then, aiman, imran n ili came... aiman x kesah also arrived bout a couple of minutes later.. kam n aisa wanna go to cosmo world n successfully in persuading mimie 2 join.. sadly, none of us managed 2 persuade aiman x kesah 2 join us.. y? only we know :P.. aisa, kam, mimie n i played till 6.30 pm.. we've met flo n da gang again n also meso.. me, mimie, kam, aisa n aiman x kesah had our dinner at kl sentral.. arrived in ipba at 10 pm... then, gayut wif one my 7 "sista", aby on the phone... accompanied syira in her house upstairs for a while since she's alone on da 4th floor... after dat, got stuck in mimie's room playing pokemon.. wut else?? went into my room n first tin to do.. on9.. chatted wif awie n aman alex.. its 2.30 am right now.. i guess this is d end 4 2day.. wanna continue on watching 'two weeks notice' after dis.. so long!

a PiCtuRe PaiNts a tH0uSaNd WoRd

da truth is...i'm lazy 2 write.. so, here's da moment of our Lost World day's out... d other pictures r private n confidential :D ... 4 further information u can log on 2 http://vexationinmerriment.blogspot.com/2006/05/day-we-turned-12-again.html

FiRsT ReJeCTi0N

when i chatted wif ju on da phone only i realised dat 2day is da day 2 check da BPG interview status... i'm shocked 2 hear from her dat none of them which is herself, aini, mas n huda didn't get da interview... i run 2wards my computer n check my name... n guess wut.. i also didn't make it... feels kinda sad coz my moms kinda want me 2 b a teacher...n i don't really mind... english is my fav so taking Tesl is cool 2 me... but some of my fren doesn't think da same way... to them, its juz like a last resort... pluz, y can't they juz put "maaf, permohonan anda tidak berjaya" rather than "maaf, anda tidak layak utk blablabla" .... uwaaaaa.. i'm, really really really sad... my dad also looked dissapointed but i don't blame him... we kinda overconfident of me getting da interview... this has bcame a lesson 2 me... ppl always said - don't put 2 much hope in anytin ur hoping 4 coz when its 2 high..once ur fall its gonna hurt...but i always goes wif my own princip - always aim 4 da moon, even if u miss, u might fall on one of da stars

PeTRoNaS EduCaMp

FiRsT DaY
arrived at UTP around 8.00 am n registered... i've to wait 4 my room8 since she had da key..pergh.. y can't juz give us 1 key 4 each other... my roomie,izyan was a student of Sek Sains Kota Tinggi... she also applied 4 engin overc.... n da best ting 2 know was dat we're in da same group... group 5... da first occasion was d opening ceremony... can't believe we all have to sing da petronas n utp's song... pluz, they kept saying dat we r da chosen one... 2000 from 20000... yet i'm not thrill in knowing dat...coz they also kept saying dat there r only 120 vacancy 4 overc....120... from 2000... hahaha... can u imagine dat??? dat evening, we were divided into smaller groups from da main groups.. unfortunately, me n my roomie got seperated... we played some games... first, d ice-breaking wif a ball smthg smthg.... we made it in 3 sec... from 15 sec at first.... then, we played a creativity n imaginative game.... my group won n we had candies 4 da prize...huuu... lastly, we played "The Desert Survival" game... either to live o to die... i died terribly as a group... n died wif only 3 difference as individual... pergh... i really have no sense of survival n thinking skills

SeCoNd DaY
da first even 4 2day was da document management... it only took 'bout an hour... around 10.30 we had 2 sit 4 a test... English Proficiency Test... da time given was short but i manage 2 do it in time... among da 4 section (grammar, vocab, listening n reading) i had trouble wif da listening part... i can't hear a word from d audio.. it was too fast n sounded blurry... ishk.... in d evening, we had 2 listen 2 a career talk... da first one was about petroleum engin n da sec one was civil engin... da civil engin session was fun... yet i still felt very sleepy... n after such a tiring day, we had to sit 4 iq tests dat nite... n i know dat i failed both of d iq tests... i didn't even make it in time... 20 minutes?? shut up.. i can't think when i'm so nervous bout da time left... in d end, i can't concentrate on da test coz i kept looking at my watch n my hands were shaking... T_T

LaSt Day
i woke up at 8 knowing dat my session of interview is still very far... juz so lazy 2 get ready.. pluz, having butterflies in my stomach doesn't make me wanna have breakfast... da first group had already gone 2 da interview block....n da sec group was waiting 4 their bus... i was in da third group... my interview session starts at 10.30 n da bus will come n pick us up at 9.30... dats what i've been told... suddenly, heard some1 calling from d outside dat da bus gonna come at 9... i rushed n ready in a blink of an eye... thank god i made it in time... sadly, i didn't got da chance 2 meet ashwal... my interview sucks...huuu... my study case is "shaping da future"... n i'm representing da ministry of education wif a proposal of "parenting n child care project"... i don't even know wut i babble about... d individual interview was ok.. i guess... but da group interview... argh.. don't even wanna think about it

The End ~

aNoTheR SPM???

today i received a letter from Japanese Government (MONBUKAGUSHO:MEXT) Scholarship... not callin' 4 an interview but it was a notification of written examination.. exam?? pergh..i pass.. there's no way i'll be sitting 4 another biology n chemistry paper... guess i'm juz lazy huh.. or maybe... deep down inside i know dat i'm gonna fail it since my spm was like a pure luck (dats wut my sis told me actually)... heh

My TRuE CoL0uR

suddenly i woke up early dis morning.. dunno y... but, first tin i do was sitting rite here in front of my computer... its my dearie after all... check my mail n got a tickle quiz from my cousin... since i had notin betta 2 do... juz tryin' 2 check it out.. but W0W... its kinda true.. is it?

YELLOW

You're yellow, the colour of joy and energy - two things you definitely bring to everyone around you. It's hard for anyone to be sad or lonely in your presence; your sunny disposition and cheery outlook just won't allow it. The warmth of your personality shines through in the kindness you show friends and family (and strangers, too). Always ready with a lighthearted joke or heartfelt compliment, you know how to make people feel good about themselves, so they can't get enough of you. Yello is a warm and inviting colour for a warm and inviting person - you!

MatRiX

eagerly checking my matriculation status at 9.30 am... read in a newspaper dat it starts after 12 pm 2day... but i guess no harm if i juz check a lil bit early... n it happens 2 b there when i log in to emoe web... semakan blablabla...click it n check wif my ic number...Alhamdulillah, got my first choice..Kolej Matrikulasi Pulau Pinang... near my "kampung" n also my bro's house...great..then, check all da 8 Semangkuk members...only aby got da same wif me... huda n aini got Perak... mas, lya, ju n miera got Kedah... guess its really da time to seperate 2 go on our own path

FiRsT ExPeRieNcE

dis is really something dat i can brag..haha... i've actually been given da chance 2 drive my mom's car... thought dat i will neva eva get da chance though... u know, i might scratch da car o worst-case-senario, got in2 an accident.. thank god i'm still alive after given da chance to drive to penang n from penang... i'm sooo happy... that was da first time i drove eva since i got my P... my dad won't allow me 2 drive in residential area o da town... i can only drive at da highway.. feel sorry 4 myself... but, luckily i have a cool bro n sis.... i drive my sis car wif them..but only in TIJ..haha... juz pray dat my dad won't find out

LoSt WorLd oF TaMBuN

after how many "years" planing 2 go to lost world, at last... i manage 2 do so..sadly, not wif my frens..but wif my sis n her frens... her frens came 2 our house late last nite... thanx 2 them, i was forced 2 clean n tidy da house by miss-cruela-devila... my sis drove us to Lost World wif her brand "new" car around 10.30 dis morning.... i'm lucky 2 b alive.... we spent almost 5 hours there... da first plcace i saw was da waves... but we decided to have fun sliding first... da slide were awesome... but i guess i dont really have da stamina to climb da stairs all da way to da top... after that, we went to da hot-spring n also da waves... another 3 of my sis's frens arrived n we went sliding again... believe it or not, i had 2 follow my sista's frens craziness 2 walk in da water for 1 km... it was kinda deep n da waves was big making me fell every minutes... da so called tour-water-cave r made 4 ppl 2 take a tour around da place wif "pelampung" yet we actually done it on foot.... it was really a walk to remember... wut else? herm... also had a great time riding spinner n pirates... we also take our time 2 play at da kids pool :P

MieRa's BirThDaY 0uT

today is 6th of April 2006....we agreed to go to Jusco at 11 o'clock...i dun even know who will b goin.... miera asked us 2 go out 4 her birthday which is actually on dis saturday... we've already made an agreement dat aini n miera will b going wif me.... okay, fine..i'll pick them up at 11....but dats not really wut happen...heh...coz, when i woke up dis morning, da clock shows dat its already 10.30 am.. oh my God, i'm so dead... i called aini n told her dat i'm gonna b a "lil" bit late... arrived at her house at 11.30 n found out dat ju n aby r going wif me 2.... went 2 pick up miera on day way n arrived at jusco at nearly 12 o'clock.... met huda in jusco n was told dat she had been waitin 4 us 4 'bout an hour...opps..sorry... we had a small fight over wut 2 watch at tgv.... now i realize dat majority didn't always win...u know...aini is always da leader... so, finally, after 15 minutes i guess...we came out wif a decision 2 watch ice age2...lucky tin is not gubra.... da movie starts at 1.25 so we decided to bowl... its a treat from abyan i can say... da first try is sooo great since i got da strike.... played consistenly 4 only bout 5 times.... then i got all 0....duh...wut a bad luck... ju n aby get passed through me easily...miera is always ahead..well, she's da wakil maktab after all.... nuzul, izzat n muhaimin arrived n we went to McD instead of our not-to-b-missed spot, pizza hut, since we had only 15 minutes left... then, we wathced ice age2.. i still didn't change my mind dat da story is booring... true, it got some jokes...but u know, stupid childish jokes... dis is actually da first disney cartoon movie i watched.... not madagascar, lilo n stich, ice age, finding nemo n so on...pergh..not my type... lucky tin it ended in an hour n da half only..... around 4 o'clock, we went 2 dave's deli n hang out... bid goodbye 2 aini n ju who wants 2 go back early... then, we, which r me,aby,miera,huda,izzat,nuzul n muhaimin decided to play bowling...again.... we had a nice 2 games... 1 treat from izzat n 1 treat from huda....izzat won da games...its a great day out..save a lot of my money..haha...no pizza n 3 games of bowling 4 free.....cool

oNe sTeP cL0SeR

am i really one step closer? heh...juz thought dat da title its a lil bit catchy... 2day is da interview day...5th of April 2006.... da worst tin is i felt sooo many butterflies in my stomach..pergh...can't even had a nice breakfast.....arrived at tabung haji department quite early.... check my name at da list n its not there.... god, i'm sooo scared..then i was told dat they had 2 panels n ask me 2 wait 4 another list..daaa..u should say dat earlier.... then, i went in2 da dewan 4 da briefing.. i sat next 2 putri... good 2 c her... we were then asked to sit 4 a test... its an aptitude test i guess... we were given 45 minutes 2 answer all 200 questions...its only either yes or no... but i don't think i did a great job there... then i got seperated wif putri since she got da first panel 4 da interview session... later, i met my english class fren, anum n also 3 of my group members at da hospital,zizi from mc, nahdiya from tarsician n d other one, opps i 4got da name... we had a nice chat n they seems 2 b comforting me since i'm sooo nervous... such a nice bunch of new frens... da group was given n i was in da sec group..my frens seems to be in da same group with each other since their name starts wif N...nur, nor, nurul n so on... guess i'm da unluckiest one since i am d only malay gal in my group... d others r chinese whose name starts wif L plus 2 malay boys... 10 per groups in one sessions... we were asked to tell about ourselves first...then, we were given a topic to debate..."woman students excel better nowadays".... i was thinking of agreeing wif da motion but then i was sent in2 da opposition team...damn...wut 2 say.... its kind of nat fair since abyan n miera's session is not debate but forum....they got 2 state their own opinion at 1 time....not arguing wif each other all da time like mine.... we were asked 2 debate in two bahase...english n malay... after dat, they interviewer bombarded us with lots of questions n started provoking us....dis time, its kinda of individual session since they pick 1 by 1... they asked, we answered, n they answered back, n we answered back..it keeps going on n on till one of us stop.... duh... 1 conversation dat i cannot 4get is when dis one gal answered dat she wants to do medicine bcause its a noble n sacred job...the interviewer then juz told dat she should b a priest... n she looks soooo damn red..... they r juz trying 2 b mean n sarcastic... i wont tell anybody wut did they ask me coz i can't even remember both da questions n d answer..... but they a surely being SARCASTIC.... then only i realise dat i'm not actually one step closer...mada mada dane

LiFe aS a DocToR huh???

Da FiRsT DaY
me, aby, miera n jia xin went to the hospital 2gether dis morning... we r half excited n half nervous... who knows wut we'll be facing... suppose 2 b there at 9 am... we arrived at about 8.30 n yet we're told dat we're late... duh..how unfortunate... but dats not really da worst part... we have 2 wait 4 about an hour then only the doctor, Dr. Adi, came in n gave us some briefing... lucky tin' he's kind of good lookin'.. huhu... then, we were divided into 3 groups... aby, miera n jia xin got in2 da same group n i'm d only one who's left behind... but da best tin' is i got 2 be da so-called "penghulu" 4 da next group... gud tin being seperated wif dem is dat i got 2 learn on how 2 b brave n independent... i can also make some new frens... i've met wif eza's besfrens n also her bf... wut a small small world... we went 2 da emergency ward n were being told bout da red zone, yellow zone n green zone.. there's notin much 2 do except 4 watching... 1 gal suddenly passed out when watching da stitching being done... herm...i guess dats all 4 2day... i can't believe i had 2 go 4 all dis trouble without knowing if i eva get da sholarship... u know... it's 1 out of 1800...duh

Da SeCoNd DaY
i was planning 2 wake up late 2day since i only b going 2 da hospital at 2 pm... but, i was waken up abruptly by jia xin at 7.30 in da morning n she told me dat aby might have left her.... i was like..huh? aby.. left her?? dat can't b true... she must b late... as usual...dats her... u juz have 2 bear wif it... huuu.. soon after dat, aby arrived at my house n they went off 2gether... i was sooo happy dat i can continue my sleep....Zzzzzzz

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i went 2 da hospital at 1.45 pm... but ending up waitin 4 "kak liza" 2 assist us 4 about half an hour... lucky tin we didn't have 2 go 2 da emergency ward again like wut they told us yesterday... we were being escorted 2 da matron n she split us up into 2 groups consist of da boys n da gals... everybody was so excited when we were told dat we're going 2 da O&G ward... we explored the wards 4 about an hour n did some talking wif da moms n future moms... we also went 2 da labour room but unfortunately none of the waitin 4 moms deliver at dat particular time... so, we can only take a look at some new born babies... later, we went to da ortophedic n hematology wards.... most of da doctors n nurses discouraged us 2 take medicine... well, talking from experience i think... i also heard some rumours 'bout 1 applicant in Ipoh GH fainted during da visits 2 da forensic lab coming out in a newspaper... in wonder if its true... coz it seems like none of us knows anytin bout it... wut newspaper was it? some said BH n some said The Star... pergh... wuteva la.... it was really a tiring day

Da LasT DaY
i went 2 da GH at 8 am... da first place 2 go is da forensic department... 1 doctor led us 2 da main door only n ask us to go inside da mortuary by ourselves... we waited in da mortuary 4 quite some time till da medical assistant came in n gave a briefing... later, Dr. Sonia joined us n gave us a talk about forensic... sadly, opps luckily, no one died 2day... so we didn't get da chance to c a dead body... Dr. Shafie showed us some skeleton in d autopsy room n made us answered some questions like "da skeleton is male or female?" n "how old is da person when he/she died?"... at 11 o'clock, i met abyan n miera n we went 2 da conference room 2gether 2 meet da GH director... we went back at my house at 12.30 since we'll be going 2 da GH again dat evening... miera n abyan's session supposed to start at 3 whereas mine starts at 2.... but, i made a decision 2 go at 2.30.... better b late then never rite... dat evening, in da mortuary... we were shown wif 2 dead bodies.... but no post-mortem was being done since da bodies r an old one... 1 of da bodies had already been wrapped n d other one was a female body laid on "pool-like" blood... later, we went 2 da social department n being told about becoming a social worker in da hospital... after dat, i met wif abyan n miera n we went 2 da O&G ward wif da matron n my groups... notin special is happening so i made a decision 2 juz go back home... while waitin 4 my brother, i had to listen miera's babble about dis one cute-lookin chinese boy in her group... can't believe she even try to ask 4 his phone number... but unfortunate 4 her, i stopped her from doing dat... plus, i also heard dat there's dis 1 medical assistant who tried to woe her on n on... hahaha...i arrived at home at 6 pm n got a phone call from aini...askin if i want a burger... y not rite...i'm so hungry n i even asked 2 buy 1 4 my bro... haha.. soon after dat, aini, mas n ju arrived at my house wif all da burgers they bought... then only i know dat it was a treat from mas...thank u mas... ur so generous since u have a salary now....heh...we ate n chat 2gether but no 4 so long since its already dusk n they have 2 go home


The End ~

oTaKu ZoNe

DraGoN BaLL Z (malay version)
DB Z is 1 of da first anime i've watched when i was a kid... no need 2 review bout da story since its sooo popular... i bet everyone knows wut dis story is all about... i have da collection of dis comic... i first read da manga when i was in primary skul n watched d anime every saturday on tv2...9.30 am i think...



CRayOn ShiN ChaN (malay version)

shin chan's comic or well known as dik cerdas in M'sia was my not 2 b miss manga during my lower form time... can't really remember when was da last time i purchase it... da story is funny n cute... but i lil' bit 2 childish 4 me now... however, i'm still a big fan of d anime shown by nt7 every saturday 7.30 pm... guess i'm still not dat mature





Dr. sLuMp (malay version)










cHiBiMaRuKo (malay version)








0NeGai TeaCheR








L0Ve HiNa











HiKaRu No Go








You aRe uNDeR ArReSt (malay version)











C0NaN(malay version)












0Ne PieCe






FuLL MeTaL aLcHeMiSt

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

i have lots of best fren... we r like sisters... but not the "Charmed One"... well, when i said lots of them doesnt mean its about a dozen or sometin'... there r only 7 seven of them (cam dragon ball plaks) ..abyan, aini, ju, alia, mas, miera n huda... we called ourselves "8 semangkuk"... i really2 am missing da gud ol days..when we r actually 2gether... we've been seperated wif 3 of them who went to mrsm in f4... but, our bond of frenship is not sometin' dat can be easily break juz bcoz of a mere distance.... the 5 of us whose left r me, aby, ju, lya n mas... n we called ourselves "Fab Five"....... dats it 4 2 da introduction i guess..................

Aini Hasanah a.k.a. aini
we've known each other 4 about 11 years already... 2 me she's my best fren 4 eva... i love 2 say "aini, plss tlg aku...ko la kawan aku sejak darjah 1" whenever i need er.... sounds childish rite..haha..sure tin' i'll neva eva gonna 4get bout dat.... she's a good fren whom i can alwayz count on... n dats 4 sure.. but not 2 mention, she's also an evil n cruel person who loves 2 bully n drop me...she has always been da mastermind in every evil things dat they did to me..huuuuu... she's juz too cuel to be kind ( only 2 me though)...

Abyan Amirah a.k.a. abyan@aby@b
i've only known dis gal 4 like 5 years....but it seems like she's da closest to me... some ppl always said things like "here comes da twin" though we don't look alike at all... i guess its because we had neva been seperated at skul.. due 2 my scaredy-cat attitude..she had to accompany me everyday, everywhere n everytime.... since i trust her da most, she's like my "secret bank"... i can babble to her all day long... though i know dat she doesnt really want to hear it sometimes... i don't care..huuu... she always told me she wants to b a psychiatrist n i'm like her first patient... wow.. she really thinks dat i'm nuts huh...am i?

Juzailah a.k.a. ju
honestly speaking, i don't like her when i first know her...know y? coz i'm jelous of her 4 being soooo friendly wif aini...i guess it happen coz i'm still immature u know...don't blame me..i'm juz 13 at dat time... but then, when we get to know each other... we became close since we do have a lot in common... it was during f2 i got to know her coz RK n S class r juz opposite 2 each other.. i alwayz pay a visit 2 rk...since aini do dat a lot... but if i'm not mistaken...we became best fren after our trip 2 genting which really change eveything... now, she's like my big sista who can really gives me good advice (not like d others :P)....

Alia Diyana a.k.a. alia@lya
we've known each other since primary skul... but, we're not in da same "gang" since we r like... kind of hatin' each other.. can't believe we end up being such a close fren...lya is a sarcastic gal who talks wuteva she wants... n also a lazy bone i guess... herm.. wut else?? i'll neva 4get all her kindness 2 me especially when she allows me 2 copy all her biology work :P... i wonder wut she's doing rite now at plkn... must b crying like hell 2 go home.. huhu.. sorry lya, ur mom told me dat...heh...


Masturah a.k.a. mas2ra@mas
frankly speaking, i don't like her at all when we first met... heh... we were being introduced 2 each other at da skul canteen by aini when we were in f1... we kinda had a crisis b'cos of dis 1 boy... huhu... but later, we bcame frens n slowly bcame close wif each other... startin' 2 b besfren bcoz of da genting trip.... we're not in da same class during our lower form but we were 2gether in Sc1 in our upper form... guess dat wut make us closer each day n totally 4got bout our stupid fight over a boy... haha... n 1 day during f5, she suddenly bcame my niece... my far far away niece... :D

UNDER CONSTRUCTION

C - bLinK

My FiRsT BrO : Lee

he is 26 years ol'...still single..huhu.. i'm wondering if he eva had any galfren... he was a student of SMGR juz like me...but went to MRSM tepeng when he's in f4... futher his study in MMU n currently workin' as an engineer in TM... he is also crazy n sometimes can b soooo immature... but, i'm really2 scared if he got mad... coz he's really scary



My SeC BrO : G-Dee
actually i juz got back from celebrating his birthday... his 24th birthday....

UNDER CONSTRUCTION

MeeT Da PaRenT

My DaD

dis is a my dad...my lurvly daddy...huuu... he can b very strict sometimes n very lenient d other times... life is soo complicated wif him around... but still, can't imagine my life without him.. he's da only one who can makes me (da laziest person on earth) study... he's da big boss after all





My MoM

n dis...is my mom...my lurvly mom.... i love her soooo much... she's not very strict n not very lenient... she's juz being herself... but, i always got scolded since i'm so lazy 2 do all da housework... one tin' i know, she's da coolest mom in da world (sounds exaggerating huh)... but dats wut all daughters would say 'bout their mom rite

Me, MySelf n I

Name : Mardhiah Abdul Karim
Age : 18 years old
D.O.B. : 19 October 1988
P.O.B. : Penang
Hometown : Ipoh
Previous School : SMKGR
Hobbies n Interest : watching anime, movies n japan drama;
reading story books n manga; chatting via ym, surfing frenster
Best Friend : Aini, Aby, Ju, Mas, Lya, Miera n Huda
Fav. Book : Harry Potter
Fav. Movie : Lord of the Ring
Fav. Anime : One Piece
Fav. Singer : Kelly Clarkson
Fav. Band : too many ~
Fav. Song : Truly, Madly, Deeply
Fav. Actor : Brad Pitt
Fav. Actress : Jennifer Aniston
Fav. TV Series : Japan Drama, F.R.I.E.N.D.S, Smallville n FullHouse
Fav. Food : Steamboat, Pizza, Spaghetti, Chesse Cake, Nasi Goreng Kampung n Laksa Penang
Fav. Drink : Fresh Orange n Strawberry Milkshake
Fav. Ice-cream : Vanilla n Orange(Baskin Robin)
Fav. Chocolate : Cadbury ( Flake, Roses, Fudge, Dairy Milk, Twirl, Time Out, Picnic, Crunchie, Dream)
Sweet Memory : Winter Holiday in London n Paris; Trip to Genting wif my bestfren
Bitter Memory : Fall from motorcyle in front of everybody in SMKGR
Dream Vacation Country : Italy, Australia n Japan

So iT BeGinS

can't believe it took me bout 2 years to actually post sometin' in my blog... i'm really sucks at writing...i know dat i can never pour something out in my own words... like my frens did...i usually shows my feeling or wutsoeva through music..i mean lyrics...but dis time i've made up my mind... i'm trying 2 post anytin that interest me...gambateh ne